Winter is coming.

I need warmer clothes. *frets*

...I wish I could buy that bl-lue coat I saw recently... is that what window shopping is? Th-there's lots of pockets, it'd be useful for smaller camera equipment that's for more casual use, carrying my bag isn't burdensome! But sometimes I knock into people and things... or the bag is misplaced... and I figured if I'm just wearing it on myself all the time it'd be all right... this sounds a bit fanciful really. *blushblush*

Yesterday I lost my favourite pencil, the one with the bell charm at the end. I had it in biology a while back, but afterwards it just stop turning up when I opened my pencil box. May have to go to the store to buy another eraser, the one I have is starting to get very small and with the exams coming I would not want to find myself in a predicament where I need to erase and I don't have an eraser?

Also, Sakura-san invited me to go look at kittens with her, and some of her other friends, she's so nice. ...♥

It was difficult but I was able to carry both bags of rice home with no problem.

Just the few other days ago Naruto-kun was actually over and I was so happy and he had a late dinner with me, though I'm not entirely sure if it wa-was to his liking. He seemed to like it but boys these days will eat anything warm won't they? And he's so nice to me... he's really... *fidget*

I was so nervous, I spilled tea over him. I trip easily... around him, or I just- I'm clumsy... I hope to make it up to him, he said he'd come to dinner any time, any day. I need to be prepared. I really wish if he can... he could... come very day but, but he has a life of his own too and his roommate... I wouldn't mind having him over too if it meant Naruto-kun would come... but then he's an Uchiha and they don't look too fondly on us, and he seems very... busy himself so he may not want to bother...

Maybe I'll just bake something as an apology... I don't think he's allergic to anything.

This week in Literature I find that Greek Mythology isn't so frightening at all. It's more tragic. Sad.

New Year's is coming. And the last of the post came today, my grandfather sent me a beautiful kimono for it. Which means I'm supposed to go return to visit home soon. I wonder if Neji-nii-san will be too?

It makes me- I don't really want to go. I've been having a quiet time here and to see father again... but I want to visit grandmother. And so most likely... I will go. But before then I'd like to visit... maybe it's too bold.

I'd like to get more shots of snowy landscapes.

Today I got a phonecall from Hinabi, she was calling to tell me our grandmother had to be put in the hospital, it turns out she has some bad sickness, but Hinabi is very precautious and didn't want... to be over heard so she didn't specify. Phone lines aren't always so safe either, and I want to visit, but she also didn't tell me which hospital, I can only just pray Higurashi-oba-sama will be well of her illness soon if possible. I miss her a lot.

I'm so nervous.

I've cleaned up my whole apartment, dusted too. A few mugs remain in the sink, but every thing else is put up and tidied away. My uniform is clean; I've long gotten my school work done over this long break and am prepared to return to school.

I took pictures of a crystal lake and the film has yet to be developed. I usually take only black and white landscape shots if there are no major crowding of trees. I feel every thing in general is living, but something that moves, truley moves only merits to be fitting in colour. I'd like to take pictures in colour, but... this sounds so weird, I'm weird aren't I?

(Rosh Hashanah has passed and there is no synagogue here.)

I... I want to ask him, but I-

I woke up this morning with a hurting back. The futon I bought at a local store hasn't proved to be very comfortable. Though I do like how it smells of lavendar. I'm grateful that school is on break, but am a little anxious to be back. I like myself better when I'm working. And when there's no school, I don't feel the need to much of anything besides cleaning. And that can be done in a day's time. And my neighbor's are so loud sometimes, I heard something break yesterday. I hope no one was hurt. I think I ran into one of them in the hallway. There's an old vending machine on the first floor. His voice was that of the one who was yelling. His hair was a pretty shade of yellow. Like sunflowers. He kicked at the machine and swore at it for a bit before going back up the stairs. Luckily he didn't notice my staring. I hope... it was very rude of me, I should go apologize...

( Schedule, don't lose it. )

Testing?

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Ohmy.